Thank you for visiting my website. I am using it as a tool to heal. I am a recovering alcoholic and currently in the middle of my wife leaving me. Although I quit drinking in April of 2024, the damage I created has deep roots and put me in a bad spot within my marriage. She is leaving me due to the chaos that I created with my lack of focus and consequently my poor planning for the “golden years” of our life. The combination of alcohol and ADD is a bad one. I miss her deeply and the pain is overwhelming. The only peace that I get in the middle of the night is when I ask God to be with me. I want to be careful with what I promise to him in those dark moments. My current promise to him is to not let those very dark times take over and do something very bad to myself. So here it is. “Hi God, its me Joe. I pray that you will help me survive the darkest period of my life and take away some of this pain. My promise to you is to keep my faith that you are there for me and not do anything to harm myself. Although it seems impossible now, I have faith that you will help me heal. Thank you God.”
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